It’s been a while since I have posted anything but here I go once more.
I don’t think I have found a song that fits my view on things. Like the song speaks to me. My perceptions, other people’s perceptions of me. I don’t even know. Maybe I am vain, maybe I am not. I don’t even know. This song is just simply amazing. It has a nice beat and synths that just push it to that almost calming state. The voice breaks it all up, and the bass just penetrates you. It has a strange happy feeling to it all, and yet it also seems to hold a sorrowful feel. I don’t know, it is conflicted and I feel it constantly. Even personally I am a rather conflicted person in general, so perhaps that is my bias. The chorus though is a simple break of the beat, no actual singing, and it is just awesome. It pumps the song forward until it reaches the fall back into the second verse. It is all very clean and despite the slight off beat nature of the drum it works perfectly. After the verse it builds into the chorus again, and I just feel the need to close my eyes and trance out or something. I don’t even know anymore, this songs doing my head in. It’s not even hectic, its just effectual. And that’s not even the end, the song breaks downward and falls softly into the lap of a beautiful piano piece at the end. That piece is perhaps the part that breaks me open, it is deep but raw. It is like the high after fighting your way through a struggle and succeeding at your dreams. That is the feeling I get from it.